how can it be ?

And smile turn into laughs and laughs turn into kisses and before you know it, the day turn into weeks and weeks into months. and you will find yourself forgetting what it was to be like before they were in your life. -Anonymous-

How can it be..? How can we, the two people that once upon a time used to be so in love, saying all those love words in all forms it possible every single second, but now at this point turns to be a total strangers to each other, walking passed without even changing glances, like there are no held hands, warm tight hugs, gently touches, hundreds promises, thousands smiles, a millions stares and every single endearing gestures we made to proven our feeling to each other before, between us.
How can it possible ? We were once a friend, aren’t we ? Friends who shakes hand and asked how we’ve been and what’s we up to, but not even those is lasted.
That day, when we met after so many years aparts, i realized that deep down, in the very bottom of my heart, how much you still has effects in my life, how your presence still able to weaken my knees, how you still all that i could think about in every seconds of my waking moment. Those endearing gestures, those precious moments, my memories of you were still fresh in my mind. Permanent like ink on paper, and still haunting me even in my sleep.
And here we are, a total strangers to each other. And i’m a stranger who really want to get my life back to the way it was before.

damn

i miss my blog…
i miss writing in this blog…

but, twitter, instagram, path, tumblr, pinterest literally taking my life over right now

hence i have nothing in minds to write about ^^

 

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Re-read : Harry Potter and the Prisoners of Azkaban

One thing i love about Harry Potter series is the twists in its storyline. Everytime i read the books I love the excitement when tried to guessed and solved the mysteries and puzzles Rowling provided in it. Many times i succeed to figured out things, sometimes its only my half  guesses that’s correct and as far as i remembered, there is only one time i failed to put all things together, and its on the third book, Harry Potter and the Prisoners of Azkaban.

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“I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.”

This time around, Harry has so much more things to worry about more than just Voldemort, because troubles seems has tendencies to always find him.. first, his summer vacation at the Dursley house’s getting so much worse when Uncle Vernon sister comes to visit and Harry had to endures his desires to say the “magic” words in front of her although she’s being horrible to Harry all the time, just for the sake of his first chance to visits Hogsmeade, the entirely wizarding village in England, in his third year.. but off course that disastrous visits end up being abruptly and Harry finding himself spending the last two weeks of his vacation in Diagon Alley..

second, Harry must faces his worst nightmares and fears in form of Dementor, wizarding prison Azkaban-keeper, that made him hear the sound of his mother voices just when she’s about to be killed by Voldemort, and not to mention his enemy, Draco Malfoy uses this to make fun of him..

and added to his never-ending-troubles, Harry has to face a maniac-mass murderer who once a loyal servant of the Dark Lord and been chained for twelve years in wizarding prison Azkaban, but now has escaped, chasing Harry to Hogwarts to killed him and ready to rejoin his Master who now lies alone and friendless, for once again rise, greater and terrible than ever he was, or thats what Harry thought..

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the Trio in third year

Harry Potter and the Prisoners of Azkaban is my personal favorite HP series among 7 books.. This is where the Golden Trio officially in their teens and starts to developed their teenage stories. I love how Rowling wrote that Hermione and Ron is not just like a usual sidekick for a hero, the impression i got from the two previous books, but they proves that they are an equal partner for Harry… i also loves this book, mostly because even there is no Voldemort in it, but we finally got a better look at Harry’s parents, their life and death.

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SPOILER ALERT (YOU’VE BEEN WARNED!!!)

Above i mentioned, how PoA provided the most twisted plot of entire series, at least for me.. when the plot told us about Harry dad’s , James Potter with his bestfriends in their hogwarts-days, Rowling not put even one clue, as signs before the revelation part in Shrieking Shack, that showed his father’s bestfriends whom their actions in the past effected how Harry life becomes now, are actually still alive.. Rowling led us to believed that Sirius Black is a traitor who killed two of his bestfriends, James Potter and Peter Pettigrew and now escapes Azkaban to chase after Harry to killed him, and he also Voldemort most loyal servant and a maniac-mass murderer whom killed 12 innocent muggles twelve years ago,  until right before revelation part in shrieking shack… i never stopped to amazed with this brilliant plot because this is where things become less predictable and the boundaries between good and bad gets blurry, something i most complaining about in previous book,, this is where we knew Gryffindor House, a place for those who brave and chivalry, finally produced the most coward and evil wizard in entire story, something that has always been associated  with Slytherin House.

i just completely and totally love this book and now let me write about why it always made me fell in love all over again everytime i re-re-re-read :

i.just.have.not.met.you.yet.

i.just.haven’t.met.you.yet.

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a word for cheater

BIZARRE LOVE TRIANGLE

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It’s no problem of mine
But it’s a problem I find
Living a life that I can’t leave behind
But there’s no sense in telling me
The wisdom of the fool won’t set you free
But that’s the way that it goes
And it’s what nobody knows
well every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can’t say

I feel fine and I feel good
I’m feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don’t know what to say
Why can’t we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I’m not sure what this could mean
I don’t think you’re what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I’ll never see just what we’re meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I’m waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can’t say

try to fully listened this song in a cold quite night, alone in a dark room and in a broken-hearted-state, just like i did two years ago, in 2011, in my “most wrecked-up year EVER” and look what you’ve got tomorrow morning on your face *grin*

on the other side, abis denger curhatan temen yang lagi sedih karena her BF cheat on her… hemmm bener yah, now i wonders seharusnya para cheater itu bisa dilaporkan ke polisi dan dikenai Pasal 335 Ayat 1 KUHP tentang PERBUATAN TIDAK MENYENANGKAN , just sayin’ 😀